CROSSING THE 'LINE'

Did you ever really…really..really.. HATE someone? Well..yeorobun…. if someone that you really..really…really hate is opposite sex then you..Better be careful.. Who know that you will ‘CROSS’ the line. People said that hate and love just a part by a THIN line. Sometime we didn’t even realize that we already cross the line. And the most miserable part is when its already TOO LATE…have you ever cross the line?

I crossed the line about..two times..? may be.. both in under different circumstances. First, I really like this person since he was my first love..hemm…can I call it first love?? Of course I can..haha.. Meet at him at 18, age where we think about how sweet the love is. I fall in love at him at the sight…hahaha..sooo cheesy right? I also think I gonna vomit if I read this entry again..kakaka.. he is the one that teach me what the feeling when we fall in love.. he also the one that teach me love is not just sweet.. he also the one that make me cross the line between love and hate. At some point that I can distinguish between love and revenge..hemm..but now.. he just a STRANGER to me.. so, MR. STRANGER.. DO NOT CONTACT ME ANYMORE EVEN YOUR INTENTION IS GOOD. Its really IRRITATING you know? I know your happy with ur family now..so.. LEAVE ME ALONE! I really hope that I can say that to him.

Ok close the story about my ex-1^st love. Its not an interesting story anyway. For the second time I’m crossing the line was from hate to love. Its not that I hated him or had a grudged towards him. I just don’t like him. I don’t like his attitude, his sharp tongue, his rudeness, EVERYTHING ABOUT HIM activate my nerve. I try to find where or what that make people fall to him. Searching process make me realize my TRUE feeling towards him. But, nothing I can do when he already not there. I think he will be like a TREE that will be at the same place waiting for me. But I’m wrong this time, he just like a WIND that came past by and will never return back. Ahh…I think I miss him again.. I really hope that I can realize my feeling sooner.. ahh.. but even I realize it sooner..I still don’t have any guts to say that I LIKE HIM.. what a pathetic love story of mine..